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Dancing With A Double Barrel

from Eyes Onward by Reali-tGlitch

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I've been up all night long--
I couldn't bring myself to fall asleep.
All I get is the nightmares
Of the memories I choose to keep

But what you don't seem to understand
Is just how much this meant to me.
After all the times I tried to believe that you and I would be,

All I think about is leaving
As I try to find an escape.
To leave behind the little things,
That your love did shape.

For now that I am frayed,
My thoughts are scattered and distraught,
Though I tried so hard to end it all,
These memories are all I've got.

But now I'm
Dancing with a Double Barrel
My heart is filled with dread.
I'll never cleanse the pain inside,
So I'm prepared to swallow lead.

Dancing with a Double Barrel,
I failed you once, I'll pull it twice,
For all the love has disappeared
From behind those lovely eyes.

Forgotten are the happy times,
For they keep my mind in chains.
Of all the tasks that I avoid,
This one drives me the most insane.

Have you remembered all the times that I
Would pull you from the void?
All the times I built you up
When you had just been destroyed.

What sickens me the most
Is that I was powerless to you.
You'd think you'd have more faith in us
After all that we'd been through

Though you fought me tooth and nail,
I just tried to be your friend.
You pushed me away and said farewell,
So now I'll bring this to an end.

Dancing with a Double Barrel
My heart is filled with dread.
I'll never cleanse the pain inside,
So I'm prepared to swallow lead.

Dancing with a Double Barrel,
I failed you once, I'll pull it twice,
For all the love has disappeared
From behind those lovely eyes.

Dancing with a Double Barrel
My heart is filled with dread.
I'll never cleanse the pain inside,
So I'm prepared to swallow lead.

Dancing with a Double Barrel,
I failed you once, I'll pull it twice,
For all the love has disappeared
From behind those lovely eyes.

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from Eyes Onward, released December 16, 2016

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Reali-tGlitch Seattle, Washington

A producer since the age of 12 in 2006, Reali-tGlitch has produced a great number of genres over the years. Now focusing more in goth/industrial/synthpop styles, while still letting loose in the 2 Hour Track Sundays compositions, he continues to make the music he loves.
Recently, he started a new side-project title Echo Ex Machina, focusing on instrumental cyberpunk-oriented music. ... more

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